loneliness is despair, and despair is crushing.
the core of my being is slowly being numb and hollow. am i even here.
i am so alone. so very lonely.
moments of joy are few and fleeting and so far in between.
i feel too much. i feel nothing.
i want to reach out and touch, but my arms stay at my side. i am immobilized by everything.
the numbness thickens, reaching its dense finger through the pit of my stomach. i want for anything but to be left alone right now.
left alone, i am.
i want to cry, but the tears won't come. i feel stoic, stone-like, so very cold.
can someone reach me. please help.
send help.
my voice isn't working. no one can hear my words. i don't even know what to say anymore.
help.
